Strength
I had an awesome night at the rock gym tonight; best ever. I may have climbed a 5.10 which is crazy! And not just climbed it, I darn near flashed the thing. It's all so mental. I had a pretty good day, been negotiating a deal for a new car by myself, through email. So I was feeling pretty powerful about that.
And I'm finally letting go and giving up with the d***head I was involved with, who doesn't even have the god damned courtesy to call me back when I ask for it. I'm done with all of that. It's too bad, as anger can turn to bitterness and that could prevent a future friendship. His choice now. It's all his issues, his stuff, hard to keep remembering that, but it's true. So take that mental energy and see how it translates into climbing a wall.
I am Woman! Ha!
Oh, and I organized a project at our camp this weekend that is sorely needed, merely by putting out a few emails and finding out that fortuitously my cousin the engineer and project manager who has a very large toy box of heavy equipment is arriving from Atlanta this weekend. My brother is sure to spin this in some negative fashion, but tough poopy, it needs to be done and he's stressing about it, so I just accelerated the process. I'm no engineer but I can organize!!
So shaping up to be a good weekend with a big hike on Saturday for Dalydog and myself, bagging another 100 Highest hopefully, looks like snowshoes are still de rigeur.
And I'm finally letting go and giving up with the d***head I was involved with, who doesn't even have the god damned courtesy to call me back when I ask for it. I'm done with all of that. It's too bad, as anger can turn to bitterness and that could prevent a future friendship. His choice now. It's all his issues, his stuff, hard to keep remembering that, but it's true. So take that mental energy and see how it translates into climbing a wall.
I am Woman! Ha!
Oh, and I organized a project at our camp this weekend that is sorely needed, merely by putting out a few emails and finding out that fortuitously my cousin the engineer and project manager who has a very large toy box of heavy equipment is arriving from Atlanta this weekend. My brother is sure to spin this in some negative fashion, but tough poopy, it needs to be done and he's stressing about it, so I just accelerated the process. I'm no engineer but I can organize!!
So shaping up to be a good weekend with a big hike on Saturday for Dalydog and myself, bagging another 100 Highest hopefully, looks like snowshoes are still de rigeur.
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